roger860

"well the sun does always shine after the rain" a piece of advice that I received from an old friend. I didn't tell her anything about my situation nothing at all, yet... She told me these words without the knowledge of knowing and I found these words to be so true... I will try my best to heed these words.. It makes sense... I am probably at the point at which the rain drops.. But how long must I wait for it to shine. I must be patient.. I must hold on... I can't let this girl go.. She is too special to me.. I'll just have to withstand the pain for as long as I can.

Once more I experience the same thing. I'm I just that foolish to be caught under the same storm twice?

Last night I had a dream but, it was an unsuspecting dream. For months I have been in love with this one girl in particular. She made me feel at bliss and gave me the "true" peace of mind. Which is something I had finally acquired. I felt complete with her, she gave me a vision of happiness a feeling that is like no other. Of course conflicts were always there and those conflicts finally arose.. and broke us apart.. I am not sure if forever or for a time. I have waited for her since day one. I have been there for her for whatever she needed. I have given her everything a person can give to their lover. I told her I would wait forever for her